Well of Illusions!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I am back.
Have been quite busy.
Lets start from thursday.
Omg. I forgotten wat i did.
Nvm. Friday then.

Went back to CCHY to help.
After that went for BBCO.
They needed my help.
Went songkah at bedok after that.
Last night is like a nightmare to me.
Thats all.

Today is Valentine Day.
Hereby wish all couples happily forever.
I spend my Valentine day with 周公.
Nothing much about this few days.
Oh, my bike is back.
Like finally.

Tag Replies

Shijun :
Wow, so kind ah. Hahax. Your tag was like unexpected lol. I see your name I sort of shocked & blurred. Hahax.

Ruijia Nuer :
Don't worry lax. Nothing will happen to daddie de. Nuer stay happy with my nuxu ok.
Daddie love u too. :D

Zijian updated @ 9:44 PM

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I had understand.
Finally undertsnad.
Things that happened in the past & the present.
I have read & thought through.
& the most important thing is that I have finally understand.
Anyway, its just some casual stuff.
Don't come asking me about this.

Tag replies. ( Lazy to make another post. )

Ruijia Nuer :
Message daddie bahx. This few days daddie very busy. Plus its not convinient for daddie to say here. Hmm, see nuer soon bahx. Daddie Sunday got another practice with Mr Quek Ling Kiong & my Symphonic Percussion group. Won't be going huiguan so often le. Anything we meet up ok.
Take cares,
Loves, Misses.

Realised that my nuer is the best.
She understands her daddie well.
She has thought for her daddie.
Daddie is so proud of u.

Zijian updated @ 12:48 AM

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

FUCKED UP.

Zijian updated @ 3:11 PM

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Today wake up at 9am.
Prepared & travel to SCH.
Attended the Percussion Masterclass with SCO teachers.
As usual, conducted by the SCO percussion Honorary Principal.
This BIG BIG person is 王建华.
Had lesson with him, had lots of fun.
After lesson went TPY to meet Boyuan.
We went to play billard.
Played until around 4.30pm we left TPY SAFRA.
Went to the cash converter there to shop.
Mainly is for the air-con.
Walked a while & went to their food court for a drink.
Their water is so damn ex can.
I ordered 2 cups of ice milo & the price is like $2.80!!!.
Slacked there until around 6pm.
He went home & I went for SYCO practice.
Today is our first practice & as usual, is a combine practice.
During practiced we saw Kangren.
He came back to visit us.
So nice of him.
After practice, we had dinner together.
Then train-ed home with Cheng Ying & Hsien Hean.
Hsien Hean came with Kangren, if not he won't be able to get into the concert hall.

Weird things happen.
I donno how to explain.

Zijian updated @ 12:13 AM

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Monday, February 9, 2009

Ok. This is an extra post.
Saw the full moon tonight.
Which means i can't sleep.
Tomorrow going for masterclass in the morning.
11am - 1pm.

Just went out to have dinner just now.
Realised my body is killing me.
I am having pains all over my body.
Nvm about that.
Lets just ignore.
Realised something just now.
This is reality.
Have to face it.
Thats all, will try to go & catch some rest.
Take cares.

Realised that girls are all the same.
No point doing some things.
It always backfires.
( Without fail )

Zijian updated @ 12:55 AM

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

More people to tag please. :D

Shijun :
Ehx, wat demand. I never force u come tag de lol. Hmm.

Ruijia Nuer :
Nuer ah, u 乖乖听话 can le. Daddie will be very happy le. Study hard ok. Don't let daddie down. Daddie already has no aim le. Nowadays daddie is do things as it goes. 走一步算一步. No matter wat don't worry about daddie. Everything will go well for daddie de.
Take cares,
Loves, misses.

Zijian updated @ 8:46 PM

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Today woke up at donno wat time.
Rot at home for a while until around 12pm.
Joseph & Eugene came.
They came to lend my pocket bike to play.
I left home around 12.30pm.
Went to TCCC for practice.
Actually is meeting + practice.
We had a meeting of our coming schedule.
We are being invited by the NAC to perform for the Singapore Art Festival.
Schedule packed all the way until October 2009.
Then we practiced 滚核桃, as in go through the scores.
Then we went for photo taking session.

We all played our 冲天炮 & 锦鸡出山.
Photos were being taken while we were playing.
Then we took photo of individual playing something.

Jian Xiang took with 大锣.
Wei Xiang took with 大鼓.
Sharon took with 小锣.
Kenny ( ME!!! :D ) took with 4 排鼓.
Benjamin took with 4 排鼓 & 1 大鼓. ( 龙腾虎跃 style )
Yik Hang took with 2 排鼓 & 1 大鼓. ( 冲天炮 style )

Photos will be uploaded if I get the photos. :D
Bus-ed home after practice ETC.

Its the third time,
I chose to keep my eyes close.
I chose notto say anything.
From a month ago until now.
I have seen, & pretended.
Have been keeping things inside me.
Don't force me to explode.
There is a limit to everything.
My words still apply on me.
Promises are ment to be fulfilld,
Not to be broken.

Zijian updated @ 8:31 PM

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Saturday, February 7, 2009

Here to reply tags. :D

Ruijia Nuer :
Here is your reply lax. Aiyo, daddie lazy blog le lol. Everyday very tired. New year is coming to an end le. Everything will come to an end soon. Daddie changing song le. See nuer soon.
Take cares,
Loves, Misses.

Zijian updated @ 6:00 PM

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I am back to post.
Sry about the delay.
Not having the mood to post this few days.
Didn't do much this few days.

Yesterday went to play billard with Boyuan for a while & went to lakeside.
Rushed back to meet Joseph & Cheryl.
Eventually I was still earlier than them.
Met under Joseph's block & we walked Cheryl home.
Went back to get our newly bought pocket bikes.
Photos will be uploaded when I get from them.
They took the photos, I was lazy.
Played around for a while & bike-ed home.

Today I woke up at 7am.
Waited for Joseph to bring my petrol over for the bike.
Actually meeting Boyuan 8am at 768.
But due to my bike's unstable engine.
I reached there at 8.50am. LOL
Went to Evergreen to find him.
Saw him but he was sort of ignoring me, so I went off.
Bike-ed home with Joseph to rest.
Rested for a while & we bike-ed to Joseph house.
He wanted to refill his petrol as well.
After we are done refilling, we bike-ed to 768 again.
This time to return Cheryl's wallet which is a handphone pouch to her.
Met her at 768 & we went playing at her house's multi-storey carpark.
Slacked there as well.
Left around 4pm & bike-ed home.
Joseph, this is the second time le ok!!

Although I have thought through,
But I hope u will know to control yourself.
I don't wish to say or think much anymore.
&&&&
CSJ is right.
I deserve this.
Its called retribution.
I won't be surprise of u being happy about wat is happen.
In fact, I am very guilty.
Thanks anyway.

Zijian updated @ 5:42 PM

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Thursday, February 5, 2009

Today woke up & met Boyuan in the morning for breakfast.
Met him at Admiraty MRT station.
Had Mac.
Ate le slack a while before travelling to Little India.
Went to ah ma house to take some things.
After that we cab over to Golden Mile Tower to play a while of pool.
Left around 2.45pm.
Cab over to SCH.
CCHY had their SYF rehearsal today.
Overall was alright, just that percussion & suona a bit too loud.
Mr Quek came to listen as well.
Left after their rehearsal.
Their rehearsal timing was from 3.15pm to 4.15pm.
Train-ed all the way home from Tanjong Pagar.
Took 858 from Khatib MRT station.
Homed & now rotting. LOL

No point crying over spilled milk.
Its not me if I chose to look back this time.
Hope u will grow & understand things in this world.
Don't feel sad or sorry anymore.
Things have changed.

Zijian updated @ 7:15 PM

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

May God bless that the two of u will last long.

Long enough for eternal life.

Eternal happines for the two of u.

This is for the two of you.

I may or may not be around.

But whenever the two of u need me around.

Just get to me.

I will appear within 10 to 15 minutes.

All the best!!.

Zijian updated @ 11:07 PM

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I know its been few days since I post.
Was rather lazy plus got nothing to post about.
Today's post readers can go read from Cheryl's blog.
I just came to say something.

I've seen,
I've acted,
I've pretended.
Suddenly I was woken up.
I realised wat is happening.
I know wat to do next...

A promise is always a promise.
I will keep to the promise.
I will still be there whenever u need me.
But will not be fully the promise I made.
I have seen your happiness as well as u being so happy.
This is wat I want for u.
I am happy for u.

Zijian updated @ 9:22 PM

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Monday, February 2, 2009

重来好不好

夜亦如此的颓废，
思念不放手让我睡，
你最喜欢听的爵士音乐，
幽暗的忧伤的残念，
而我站在照片的左边，
快乐离我越来越远，
每年这个季节特别有感觉，
我好想你想再见你一面，
让我们重来好不好，
再一次温软的拥抱，
求时间停在这一秒，
倾听你的耳语心跳，
许多事曾经是煎熬，
回头看，
突然都明了，
用一切换你的微笑。
而我站在照片的左边，
快乐离我越来越远，
每年这个季节特别有感觉，
我好想你想再见你一面，
让我们重来好不好，
再一次温软的拥抱，
求时间停在这一秒，
倾听你的耳语心跳，
许多事曾经是煎熬，
回头看，
突然都明了，
用一切换你的微笑。
就像在歌的转折，
总有一些期待，
真心才能诠释的爱，
我们重来好不好，
再一次温软的拥抱，
求时间停在这一秒，
倾听你的耳语心跳，
许多事曾经是煎熬，
回头看，
突然都明了，
用一切换你的微笑。

Zijian updated @ 12:25 AM

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Argh.
Can't sleep once again.
Wat is wrong with me?!?!
Someone out ther help me!!.
Didn't do much today.
Rot at home all the way.

Realised that we shouldn't this close now.
I find it not right.
I find it unfair to him.
Its my principle.
I will never be the third party.
So, all I will do is wait.
Hopefully things will turn out fine.
<33

Zijian updated @ 12:17 AM

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

After this few restless nights...
I came to a conclusion finally...

Promises are made to be fulfilled,
not to be broken.

I will keep to my promise.
As well as to wait for u.
No matter how hard I tried.
u are still there in my heart.
I still love u.
<33

Zijian updated @ 2:34 PM

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This post is specially posted for TABITHA CHEW 小妹 . :D
Kor is posted to REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC.
Hahax, wat about u 小妹妹??.
Hahax!!!.
Take cares.

Kenny kor with loves.
:D

Zijian updated @ 12:07 AM

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